Wednesday, May 30, 2012

The moon is out, and the sun has set. And while the sun has set, so does the light of my day...


The cloudy sky reminds me of the days I’d sit and think about you, how’d I’d try and write songs, write anything. But nothing came out. It also reminds me about how thinking of you would make my day brighter and bring sunlight into my window. Now that’s all gone, you’re gone, there’s nothing that makes me want to wake up in the morning, or fall asleep in the night. But, don’t worry about me, I’m just fine. Only one person is worth your tears, and I can’t cry over you, because I haven’t even met anyone else yet. Doors close so others can open, and they keep closing till you find the right room. Seeing you with another girl, is going to break my heart until I have no heart left. But I said the same thing before, then you came along and picked up the pieces and put them back together. So there will be another person who will soon come and help me put it back together, but I gave away part of my heart to you, and I might never get it back. You painted me a fairytale, you made me believe everything impossible could happen, you filled me up with dreams that I thought would never come true, you filled in every detail and made me open my heart to you. Then you slowly erased it, day by day, I could feel everything fading to black. I didn’t say anything because my fear consumed my body and words couldn’t come out. Now it’s all gone, I’m left with a blank canvas for someone else to paint. You never cared. Don’t bother lying.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Us friends are each others heart, soul, fun, laughter, tears, love and life.

Kevin
 If WE need someone to tell us that we are beautiful and if we need  help in  solving all of our boys issues from a guys point of view. We need someone like our ITIK who can act like an older brother, but keep secrets like a best friend. Who can laugh, have fun with and entertain us in the most childish spirit.

  Whenever we look at him we smile, he makes us laugh and we love talking with him. We think about him all the time and can’t focus cause his on our mind thinking his next big trouble and disaster and the remedies for that crazy, silly actions. He is always there for us, we talk all the time. We think that its a perfect idea growing up with him. We get jealous when he talk to other girls ( actually it depends on our mood ) and we want him to talk to us instead ( we are really possessive of him ). 

     Why we choose to have him in our life: Less drama. More fun. The feeling of being secured. Protective in a good way. Hilarious. Trustworthy. Worries too much. Patient. Comfortable to be with. Sometimes he is a little bit stupid and can tease you a lot but still he can manage to make us smile at our worst.
  
If he falls for her, We are falling off a cliff because the only thing worse than seeing him with somebody else, is seeing him get hurt by somebody else. We'd rather be stabbed directly in our heart, than feel his heartache. 

Jasmer
    "Sorry I'm Taken"  I'm actually single but my heart is  taken by Korean / Japanese celebrity. - her usual drama. I love how we talk everyday in silence with her innocence. We talk, we laugh, we smile  and eat together (in her own expense) with each others heart break. Without discussing anything, only your  friend knows what you think and feel. 
     
 In her own little world sometimes we wander. Gifted with intelligence we feel like an alien by her side. She sometimes speaks in Korean or Japanese language out of the blue with her serious face needless to say this scenario really crack us down - “woooah” “aigoo” “aiissh”. 
     
 She is someone who never gets tired of listening to our pointless dramas over and over again  and never failed to give a harsh comment without realizing how painful really it is for us. Therefore we realize that true friendship is all about trusting each other, helping each other, loving each other, criticizing each other and being crazy together. No one can be true to you and insult you like your real friend. People see the side you want them to see. Real friends see through the charade.

      When you leave...we will stay here. When you create tears...We will bring cheers!!!  We will help you keep moving forward 'coz your happiness is our success. We love you wide. We love you deep and if someone breaks your heart we are sure to break his face. Who needs a fairytale? If w can all live happily ever after.
Shirley
     With a playful and meaningful smile we think she knows all the simple things no one else notices about us. Dance diva crazy she is. Smitten by others love life ...she failed to have one...sHE is brOKen.
     Every time she stares blankly, that becomes our greatest challenge. We have learned that being a friend is not just listening when words are spoken, but hearing and feeling even when there is nothing but silence.She is really sensitive and weak but pretends to be strong.
 When someone’s brought into your life and changes it for the better, don’t let them slip away, never gone with the wind. 
    
 Dance with the life tune...sing with the rhythm of the song. With her manly - low voice we are sure she can make it through it all. Let's swim through the sea of possibilities, giggle like a high school student.
     Seeing you smile without any reason means a thousand things, a thousand little whispers from the heart. It is just a little simple gesture, but in all honesty, it’s something we love to see. If someone takes that away from you tell us "who's butt do we have to kick" ...like "what can we do to make you smile again?".

Jayne

     Born with positivity and confidence this girl taught us to "aim high and shoot fire".  With her contagious spirit, things becomes easier for us realizing that when we share laughter, it’s twice the fun. When we share problems, it’s half the pain. When we share tears, a rainbow follows the rain. When we share secrets, it is our hearts we reveal. We see, what draws everybody closer and makes us all care is not what we have, but the things we share.
She is the person who will make you look at the mirror and even if you see flaws she will tell you that she can only see beauty, a good way to boost your self esteem isn't it?
     Let us be your umbrella. We will shelter you from the rain; let us be your teddy, We will hug you when you are in pain; let us be your hunky, we will dry your tears. Let us be your friend and we will never go away. We will always be your family when everyone seems so far away.
  
    Friendship, a simple word isn’t it? It’s uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. We used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to but as our friendship grows we realized that they are also the people who can touch your heart. Whom you could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them.They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with.
   
  We all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. We are tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. Most of the problems in any friendship arise if the friendship is founded out of wrong reasons like neediness, emotional dependence, attraction, lack of social validation or even solely on positive emotions because all of these are temporary.  We really don't believe in coincidence we really do feel like our lives are connected somehow. We always have the same problems in life at the same time. We were brought together to help each other out. We hope that we will always be friends as the world fascinates us with friendship.

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Lead me with strong hands. Stand up when I can’t. Don’t leave me hungry for love… I can’t do this alone.

Dear Future Hubby,

I want you to feel appreciated each and every day that I’m with you. I want to show you really just how much I love you. I want to walk around and hold your hand because I’m proud to be with you. I want to plan little impromptu picnics in the park for just us two. I want to call you every night and tell you that you mean the world to me. I want to always let you know that, in my eyes, you ARE perfect. I want to lose track of time while doing nothing with you. I want to wake up early and make you breakfast. I want to lay in bed with you and sing to you. I want to wrestle with you, but I probably won’t let you win. I want to kiss you in the most crowded place we can find because again, I don’t care who sees because I love you. I want to protect you when you need me to and have your back when you hold your own. I want to show you the good things in life. I want to go on mini adventures with you. I want to show you that it’s okay to take chances. I want to woo you with terrible pick up lines when you’re feeling down. I want to slow dance with you to the music of your choice. I want to show you new music. I want to go discover new places with you. I want to stay up all night watching movies and laughing with you. I want to learn from you. I want to take care of you. I want to make you laugh at inappropriate times. I want to be the one you think of before you fall asleep at night, because that’s what you are to me. I want to open your eyes to new things, beliefs, and experiences. I want to spend the rest of my days with you and grow with you. Life without you just isn’t the same and I couldn’t think of anyone else I would want to have by my side. I will always accept you for who you are and love you no matter what. I want to gain your trust and have your family accept me. I want them to feel like I’m the best choice for you and that I’ll never let you down. I want them to know that when their son is with me that he is in safe hands and that he will be happy for the rest of his life. I’m going to do whatever it takes to prove to them, the world, and most importantly to you that I’m the best choice and that I’ll love you always and forever.

Love,
Your Future Wifey. 

Friday, May 11, 2012

Sampung mga daliri, kulang ng lima. Hinanap ko, hinanap ko, hawak mo pala.


Us girls…..

1. Inborn ang pagiging MOODY.  Ang emotion naming parang roller coaster….minsan nasa taas asin high na high….minsan naman nasa baba lugmok na lugmok…muntanga lang. Kaya wag kang magpapansin… Caution: BEWARE!!!
2. MATAMPUHIN…..walang salita salita..ikotikot lang ang eyeballs…. Kunwari tumitingin somewhere..pero satotoo lang…Hey BOY utang naloob magLAMBING ka naman!!! Kahit konting yakap at kiss lang dyan…kahit sa noo (lola inspired) Pwede na….. pa add na rin ng I LOVE YOU <3 <3 <3 Kilig much na.
3. Music saming ears ang kahit konting- COMPLIMENT. Naloloka kami kapag pinupuri kami… kahit joke lang…Ex: Wow!!! Ganda mo naman ngayon..yung pisngi ganda ng blush. Parang blooming ka today!!! OMG!! Kilig much na…hey yo!!!  Buhatin mo selfconfidence ko….. makulay ang buhay!!!!
4. Reply sa text….OK lang….WALA…. be sensitive naman… my golly!!! Pag naging sersyoso na kami Haller!!! Something is wrong na noh. Kapag ganun, may nagawa kayong di namin nagustuhan. Kaya be alert. Wag kayong nagpapaniwala masyado samin konting pilit lang aariba na kami….syempre shy-shyan naman ang drama ever naming. Kaya pilitin mo ko pilitin mo ko ang peg namin. inyo.
 5. SELOSA as in!!! kaya back-off…..mga babaeng yan harot..harot ikaw din !! di mo lang alam…may world war 3 na natumatakbosa isipan namin!!! As in maDUGO.. . para  to keep our self beauty parin COLD WAR lang ang kaya naming ibigay. Kaya iwas iwas naman dyan. Gusto mo ba maDEADS???
6. Kaming mga babae, normal lang ang ma-ATTRACT sa mga gwapo actually kahit sa cute lang keribells na: Hanggang tingin lang naman ang X-ray vision eyes namin. Sadyang na aapreciate lang naming ang beauty ng universe!!! Kasi baka hindi na naming makita. Magpapasuya lang J).  Ma-attract man kami sa countless number ng papables…., ang puso namin ay para lang sa nagiisa naming mahal. Parang Karma lang naman no….. kayong mga lalaki kapag nakakita ng maganda at sexy para naman na kayon na babaliw..RIGHT???

7. Ayaw namin sa RUSH…maylakad???? Ang ligawan samin kailang smooth…suave….hindi nag mamadali!!! High school?? Elementary??? TIME IS GOLD!!!  Na ahhhhh….. Ka irritate lang huh. Be patient naman….inaaralpa naming kasi kung kanino naming ibibigay ang fragile heart namin. Yung kayang mag handle with care.

8. In times of SADNESS and SILENCE…. Oh My Gowd!!! Pa power HUG naman… shocksssss…nakakaHIGH na yun parang drugs. Para na kaming carry ng ANGEL. Yung kiss Bonus na lang yon…kung mapipilit at generous ka naman…hehehe…give mo na.

9. RESPECTFUL and PROTECTIVE …shooty na kaka inlove kaya ang mga boys na ganito…even kahit mukha silang rude.. pero if we feel this from them…pogipoints talaga. Parang Hey Mr. Gentleman!! You RockMy World!! :P Yung tipong pag ayaw namin magpa-kiss, hindi niyo gagawin. Instead, lalambingin ka na lang sa ibang paraan. Ang pinaka gusto naming kiss, kiss on the forehead. It symbolizes, respect daw at parang sabi din you are safe with me!!! Kilig to death lang.

10. Guys mas be BRAVE lang talaga…. Regardless of our face-value…social status or whatever… Ayaw namin sa lalaking hanggang text lang: Kung mahal niyo talaga kami, Scream nyo sa world!!!.  EFFORT…EFFORT lang dude. Wag yung sa text ..chat..chat…lang parang joke lang kasi…walang emotions. Pwede rin call us nalang… thru skype para may video…..(secret natin dalawa…SAVOGGG na yun) J) parang princess lang. speaking of tapang tapang….Introduce nyo kami sa family nyo at friends,…. Kasi feelingera lang kami na kami yung pinaka maswerteng babae sa mundo. Kasi iilan lang ang lalaking naglalakas loob na ipakilala kami kahit nakakahiya lang ang AWKWARD!!!. At feeling din namin angkin na angkin na namin ang isang lalaki dahil nakilala na namin ang mga taong bumubuo sa buhay nila.

11. DRAMA queen… We can play a lot of roles lang talaga. Funny kasi Magaling kaming mag-pretend: Kapag nasasaktan kami, nagpapaka-manhid kami. Kapag may nakitang di maganda, nagbubulagbulagan kami. Kapag may narinig na mali, nagbibingibingihan kami. Pero kapag mag-isa nalang kami, BREAKDOWN and CRY lang ang emoticons…dun kami naglalabas ng sakit, pighati at hinagpis. Kaya ang we always make pangarap sa lalaking sensitive enough sa mga sentiments namin. Yung kayang magtanong hanggang sa umamin kami. Kaya kaming patawanin kahit hopeless na ang case.
 

Thursday, May 10, 2012

You think we're just messing around…but there's so much truth behind every playful I love you...

I wish i didn't want you but I'm helpless to resist...
I wish you wouldn't do this… like don't send me mixed signals, I don't like the confusion that it brings. I'd rather have the honest truth even if it hurts, because at least I wont have false hope to keep me hanging on. When were together, I feel fine. Like I have no worries in the world, nothing can bring me down. And I really love that, its one of the things that makes spending time with you so addicting… but its when I'm at home later that gets me.

I sit and think about everything and I wonder whats going on with us? Its like were more than friends but less than lovers. I don't know how you really feel, because YOU don't even know. I wonder if you feel the same and your just scared or if you don't feel anything for me at all. I don't understand why I'm so afraid to lose you, when your not even mine? But the truth is I'm so afraid to care for someone…period.

i know it seems like I'm this strong girl who can get through everything, but inside me I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering. I don't want you to be that last thing, the one to shatter my world. I try to fight these feelings, everyday. It never works though, the happiness that radiates from me when were together is to tempting to resist.

I know that even if you do feel the same, that its not that easy… that there's another persons feelings to consider. And I do. He is special to me too, how could he not be? He was in my life for so long… but I want to be happy. And he would want me to be happy. I know he would. So why wont you let me know whats going on? Do you care for me or not?

If your scared, its okay…. so am I. It would be nice to know that I'm not the only one whos vulnerable. I want this to work out, so badly. This secret is getting hard to keep, like I want to tell someone how happy you make me. But there is no one… so I keep it to myself. I deny my feelings for you when people ask, because I know that it would complicate things. Especially if you dont feel the same… and I lie and say were just friends, all the  while praying for you to give us a chance. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because of your fear of rejection was to hard to handle? I have…....